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Friday, May 06, 2005

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council camp's over.... i officially proclaimed... i've done 0 pts... dun blame me.... coz i've learnt not to feel guilty over it... but if u wan to...so be it.... i dun1 to b sad over these accusations nimore... not reallie worth it..coz wad is done is done.... i oso wanna say!! group 4 rocks..... thanks peeps for being so close to one another...our group sumhow can clique... urban hike...wasn't tt fun..all walking..but i guessed u juniors are reallie tired...n i dun tink u all have enjoyed it.... its kinda sad...coz we are ur seniors attach n issit sumhow our fault tt u all din't enjoy it?? i dunno... but i hope its not.... other part of the camp?? ok nite games.. izzat jansen aqil mi were the ic... realie fun i suppose?? "cheating'' our juniors and stuff... so farnie... house capts quite "united" coz we slpt the most... 4 of us missed both morning pts.. .coz we were happily sleeping in hc room... i slpt alot.. yars.... i'm happi to like most of the juniors in my group... gabriel looks so cute n farnie....and his thinking is so similar to us like the ppl we dislike and many other things... hope u get into tip!!! heeeS!! winnie is so farnie n mad... both of us are like mad women... i luff alot when i'm with her.... coz she oways says farnie things.. haha! wenny is a reallie nice ger.... love her presence too.... her fone is so cute... and she's kinda scandalous har... heees.. =x benjamin... my potential junior... thanks for not running fer presidency for house captain though soo many had persuaded u to do so.. n thanks ar... for bluffing mi tt u will settle for ani posts in sc coz u were too stressed... i hope u'll get wad u wan ks... amande... thanks for e letter n lollipop.. you're soo sweet ger!! although u couldn't join us fer e last day.. but still i had enjoyed ur company for e first two days... u're a nice ger tooo!!zhizhan.. congrats.. yar.... soo..u can see...i love most of my juniors.... our junior clique gonna form soon..... with our ferst member... gabriel.. though not official yet... but i tink clique will accept him... *high chance* but before recruiting our members...we must have our wgm to choose our clique exco ferst... haha... alreadi had sum1 in mind for president le..hahahha!

29th exco had been chosen.... disappointed for sum post..... it was all so close.... congrats to all chosen though it wasn't reallie my ideal exco...=x=x its ok.... work hard together ks..... it doesn't relate to mi anymore... hahahaz.. though i've found sum nice nice juniors....

yesterdae was house com/capt intro cum husting... angry for sum of the answers... but sumhow the questions too.. but its ok..coz not many are arnd too... i hope my junior house comm will b a good one... i gonna make it a good one..during the camp.... yesterdae i actualli "scolded" them... i can b good frens... yet i needa b strict at times too.....

handing down reallie soooon.... my junior housE capTain will be out next neXt weD.... i can't wait for the time to come...... *eiTher amElia or benjamIn* i have faith towards both of u... but sadli...as the reality sinks in... onli 1 of u will bcum e house captain...

i just wanna say being a house captain truly sucks..... i was very enthu at the beginning.. yet...so many things disappointed mi... i was soooo depressed n stuff many times... when i reallie love to b happy...... for example when i ferst started... sports carnival... i got my class to sign up fer foosball.. but in the end..most of them din't turn up... okies..i cannot put the blame on them?? so in the end... i had to bear with all the guiltiness... second..the ferst intrahouse... i seriousli wanted my class to take part... and end up all the classes sign up except my class coz they are not free.... **u noe how sad i was.... how much ppl putting blame on mi.. yet i can say nth..... at tt time i was disappointed with myself n sumhow regretted being a house capt** during so many months... i have not enjoyed being a house captain at all... coz last yr..i did alot things on my own....i dunnooo... then this yr things like sports day n road run, the sports capt are ic... okies... so cum the sports day... many yr1 did not get to sign up partli bcoz of the scg thingee.... okies.... i dun blame my house comm. but its sumhow the sports capts din't anticipate it too.... okies..so many ppl put the blame on me... yes ME! ok..... eberibodi will point finger at u although u are not the one doing it.... so i was pretty sad over it.... i did my part by signing up fer events tt no1 takes part.... and my cg rep tot it was compulsory fer eberi1 to take part..so my class signed up.... yet most of them did not attend and end up alpha house minused alot of points... i felt guilty towards my house..... its my fault again? i nag abit during one of the lesson for a while.... but i did not flare out... coz i took all the blame myself n feel vv bad..... angeline sorta scolded mi... say i shld set the tone the harsh tone to the class about it? why should i??? i mean they are my classmates wad had happened had happened and wad fer makes things worst... why shld i b like the exco scolding the sc when i dun like it at all... i was reallie sad tt day and nobody actualli understand how i feel and i bet they are toking bad bhind mi wad can i do//? i could tok to no1 about it....eberithing was sucky...... hahaha..actualli not reallie the class things tt made mi upset many other things too.... like house comm ppl toking bad about each other when the ppl not arnd..i dunno i dunno...mabbe tt's the real world larhs....

i've learnt to overcome all these things... i've learnt many things in the process... i've learnt to see true sides of ppl... i dunno i dunno... mabbe i shall stop here...so many more things to bleah about but i'm not in the mood

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