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Thursday, March 31, 2005

fakers....fake scenes.........council haiiii~

haix... it reallie made mi wonder nowadays if i had made the right choice in running fer council... perhaps not..... coz it made mi realise the ugly side of people... however, the ONLY thing that had made mi like council is CLIQUe.... without council, i wouldn't have known such nice people whom i had shared so much nice memories with... zongrong said perhaps we may know each other through other ways, but i reallie doubt so... so now people, let the clique be our motivation to continue to survive in council, there's only 1 more month, and we do not have to face ALL this rubbish anymore......

yesterdae was reallie a terrible day for the clique... coz we were backstabbedD!!~ it all started with the bridge game... actualli right from the start we knew it was not right to play, but upon taking the risk we just played and it reallie made up our day... yeash..its actualli ok.. coz we are playing behind close doors..and some non-councillors..who had entered the room saw us... but that's not the point... sum1 actualli went to lodge a complaint about us...and know what this sum1 is actuali from our own students council and from our "beloved" exco... zirui initialli reallie din't wan to tell us about HIM.... but we managed to force it out of her, and perhaps this may lead her to sum unforseen troubles. coz i bet this person din't wan to let us noe tt we are being complaint.... i got to know it in the morning... abit angry but not totalli... and my ferst tot was ***** ***.... and during my free period, hafiz realise who's the person and told me... and my guess wad right! at ferst i din't feel aniting, but suddenli a sudden urge of anger came upon mi when zirui depicted what happened the day before to us... she said ms norsheha ***** *** told her about us playing bridge in sc rm and wanted our names from ***** ***, den zirui told him not to and just gif us last warning.. and he actualli said, no point giving them a second chance coz even if i don't gif the names. they will still continue playing and he ACTUALLY said that he had warned us MANY TIMES... yar ritee!! when did he ever say no to us playing bridge...when??? and he actualli dared to say tt to zirui...OMG! so fake.... realised i was reallie pissed and angry, the clique told mi to relac...but i just can't.... den i went to maths class... and i suddenli felt so sick... vv bad sore throat and flu.... perhaps i am too pissed until i fell sick and ttoday i actualli got a mc...coz i'm reallie reallie sick... fever, flu, muscle ache, sore throat.. ALL becoz of tt sum1 who made mi so angry!!!~ ok....that's for the day event....

in the evening there was gm.... and before the meeting the exco alreadi told hafiz that there is going to b a drama...yes...another scolding session.. and hafiz heard the exco gonna do something about royston... hmmm..the ferst tot is..yea we will protect roys arhs... ok.. mi ivan and jansen went late fer the meeting... and when we go in...tuan was alreadi scolding us... about TI... yeash..partli e council fault coz onli 9 ppl stayed back.... ok...i dun feel anithing bout it though...
next up... our beloved ***** ***... he mentioned the cards thingee!!!! and he said 1 line which we feel vv against at... he aimed the whole talk at our clique arh!!!~ and say wad...we don't even do the right things ourselves, we will not be in any grounds to scold the junior!!!!! and said alot of sarcastic thing!! and he said with tt kind of faccce! faker face..... he don't even do the right thing, den in what grounds had he got to SCOLD us in the ferst place!!! WTH..... ok.....zongrong couldn't take it anymore... (actualli initialli zongrong told us that he not gonna shoot anything coz he wanna go home earli) and u can imagine how angry he was that he had to stand up n defend us... tianglim probabli din't noe tt we knew about the complaining stuff... and when zongrong stand up...the other councillors actualli tot zongrong was hu li qu nao-ing..coz dey dun even noe about the backstab stuff... and how angry we were larhs.... yes... other councillors, sorry to hold ur time up to clear our stuffs, but u noe...we reallie cannot take it how we r treated anymores.... and if u dun understand us its alright... our clique will still stand together as ONE to overcome this thing... royston...defended the exco... as he din't realie noe wad had happened... roys...u noe wad...dey actualli mentioned ur name to ms norsheha... coz ***** *** was asking ms norsheha like even if royston is in must gif u his name...they toked bhind ur back and u actualli protected ur exco.... quite disappointed..but was ok... the exco tried to hide the things by saying, no one actualli told ms norsheha bout it..... okies.. and say hu have done it just admit it.... NO ONE ADMITTED... and see frm tiang lim face he din't wan to admit it.... ALRIGHT... dare to do... dun dare to admit... wad a nan zi han da zhang fu... gan zuo bu gan dang.... he tot we dunno anithing.... so it was reallie a heated argument.... and i can't hold on to myself animore and realie want to speak out... the servant came... and the tok was brought over to the council room...... along the way... we were sooooo pissed... so angry... i was reallie angry until vvvvvv angry le..... zongrong was angry until he was shivering.. the other clique member obviousli canot take it oso.... so the tok continued... zongrong sounded vv agitated..but he reallie is.... FINALLY, tiang lim admitted.... after so long... and noe wad the exco actuali said.... Its vv gd of tianglim to put down his pride to admit it..... hahahahahahaha!! vv good... OMG.... and he doesn't feel that he is in the wrong still... and tried to say that he din't have the tot of submitting our names to ms norsheha...HAHAHAHA another joke of the day..... so fake u noe.... he din't noe we noe all about it... OMG.... exco...showing their unitednessss!!! he told zongrong to quiet n listen to him..so zongrong did... den after tt, zongrong said... now u shuddup and listen to me.. .that was so farnie... and some of us burst out luffing.. in the midst of the serious tok.... mabbe zongrong can't phrase himself properli.. and the other councillors probabli tot we are chui mai qiu chi.... sorry arh..our clique are not as pro as the exco.. in making their stand clear... making what black seems white... we are just sum normal people who speak out what we feel and being truthful... they can tok in a "civilised" way...but we are just real people who show our true self... not like they all who had to put up a front as a civilised mature lots... so sorry.... i can't.... they hinted to zongrong that he shld tok in a more mature way and not to show his anger.... now i tink was reallie stupid... they can scold us and put up a front to scold us... why can't we.... if dey were civilised...why do dey have to raise up their voice to reprimand us.... why dey can...why can't us? issit coz they are our leaders?? omg... it made mi feel we are not fellow councillors animore... we are just ppl hu are under them fer them to "lead""""... we are just slaves who dun feel like following their instruction... dey tell us to reflect on ourselves.. den wad about they themselves?? just scolding us time after time,.... and we don't repent time after time.. know why?? coz we dun gif a heck and think that they are just putting a front in scolding us... so u all tink that putting up a front to scold us is effective NOOO! and u all can't just change a method... SOrrY... coz i dun feel anithing about ur scoldings.. but just luff luff and feel agitated after each n eberi scolding.... i tink not onli mi..the others are too... u all had not successfully bonded up the council... u all can raise ur voice..we can't OOooh...so cool har... ok that's not the end..sum others speak about other stuffs which i dun feel like commenting on... todae was just a bad day... dey say dun habour any ill tots after the tok.... haha..but i just can't i just suddenli hate council sooooo much....and cannot find ani way to put down... i try not to go council rm animore..coz i realie cannot stnad how we are treated.... i told my father bout it..den he say yar this is wad real society is... even u dun like sum1 must fake oso..haha....this world is so fake...
thanks exco, for letting mi understand wad politics is....
thanks exco, for letting mi know wad the real society is...
thanks for all that!!~

i still got so much to type on....... but i'm reallie too tired to continue on.....my head is splitting pain again and my whole body is perpiring and my flu block mi frm breathing properli.... all bcoz of all the anger i got... and i guesss that sumhow spoiled my april's fool day.... Life sucks.. council haixxx.... perhaps i'll continue writing sum other days... actualli i noe we are in fault too..but at this stage i just can't put eberithing down and tink of our wrong things...... clique...please dun b affected by this... and let us stand strong together... and b good frens fer a long long long long time!!!!~ and let them b "jealous" bout it!!!~

Thursday, March 17, 2005

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