All of the moments...

Thursday, October 13, 2005

3 more days?? hmm.. i shall go to school and cherish e times le bah...

hmmm...
haben been going school fer a pretty long time... simply bcoz i feel tt it is pointless... juSt read jacky's bloG.... and sum sentiments just came into mi... hais..even if it is pretty useless going to school... BUT TJ sure have left sum footprints in moi.. the nice frens.. the nice classmates... the nice feeling... all going end in 3 days time... seriousli.. i haben been giving this much tots to this..but suddenli... i feel kinda saDdd... gonna miss all the slacking times..the fun time with clique and e claSss...... i regret promising my family going to china... coz i not gonna b going grad nite... wad had got into mi the other time.. when i'm so bent on going to china... coz i told myself tj is not reallie worth missing... *hAis** i promise.... i'll be going school fer the remaining 3 daes..even if it means waking up earli..and study may not b tt effective.. but i gonna use this time wiseli fer moi frens.... i'll missss alot alot of it....... yar... hmmm.... spending a few days to reminiscine the times in TJ... i noe i not gonna miss it as much as i miss AhS... BUT..... i will still missss ittt.... perhaps i'm still too worried over my results tt i nv reallie think of missing.. but... yar...i dunno what rubbish i'm uttering le.. so i shall stop here le.... hais... gotta work triply fast and hard..if not i not gonna finish studying le...

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

rAndom thOughts...

4 more weeks to A's...
2 more weeks.of 'compulsory schooling'

hmm... i've made up my mind on sth...

imAgine 2 scenario...

1.forcing myself to wake up at 6am to go to school... going to school.. and ponning lectures coz they are not realli useful and oso to study( yet i cannnot reallie concentrate 100%)... going to school fer the sake of attendance and fer the sake of going (coz its compulsory) and after going..i have no more energy to continue studying after school (coz i am mentally/physically tired)

2.waking up a lil later... arnd 8-9am... staying at home to study very effectiveli and achieving what i have planned... but ppl gonna say u're a ponner...

hmmm... the usual mi.. i have chose the latter.... sooooo..i'm gonna have quite alot of ponning days these two weeks... fridae.. monday.. and wednesday... don't question mi fer tt.. coz i realie dun bother..and had made up my mind... i rather use this period of time wiseli than to actualli go to school fer the sake of going.....

"YOU ARE A PON QUEEN...." muAhaha... dO u thinK i eVen bothEr with such comments.. *bLeah*

Saturday, October 01, 2005

supEr stAr juE dui concErtt~!!

long long time nv blog le..guess this is sth tt i feel like rmb-ing...tt's y... its gonna b time to blog again..
prelims over....lousy lousy results.. shall not comment ani further. but seriousli i'm not realli happy but just don't feel like feeling sad...so i oways look like i damn happi even my results cannot make it larhs.. ok...so in order to get rid of the unhappiness, i was rather bent on indulging myself in the excitement of the superstar concert..hahaha.. asked many ppl.. but eberi1 seems uninterested or interested but cannot go... FOrTunatEli...i found gina... and in addition yuting becca liujun to go with moii...!!! haha... got the $30 package (cd+tix).. expected the tix to b $38 (the cheapest de).. but turned out its the $78 de! soooo hua suan larhs... and guess the 2 hours queue alone in j8 was kinda worth it. and fortunateli e sociable cum hou lian pi e mi got to know ppl q-ing up vv quikli and ended up chatting with dem to curb e loneliness... wednesday... went straight after the pearls point checking to j8... i was kinda rushing... vv worried that the cd will be sold out since it was such a great bargain fer e concert... when i reach the open plaza... it was sooo empty... haha... i tot i was the ferst one there...BUT end up...haha..the q-ing up place was on the ground floor..so i immediateli rushed down.. and saw a pretty long queue.... chatted arnd... and 2 hours ltr..yar 2hours ltr...den dey started leading us up to the open plaza to buy the cd.... kinda waste time rite..when dey could have started the sales earliar.. din't wanted to stay fer e SUPeRstarS meetinG session... but since it was alreadi 6+ after i got the cd.... tot it wld b kinda great if i could get their autographeddd (yet it ended up a handshake session instead) was reallie pissed initialli.. but eberithing turned out pretty well.. got on the stage...the ferst was weilian..hmm..haha.not realie interested in him..so just shake his hand.. den sinhuEy.. her sweet smile her sweet voice..yar..she's vvvv nice... next was kelly... with the super kelly quote "xie xie, wo yi ding hui jia you de" and LAST of ALLLL... JUNYANG!!! hahahhaa...i melted larhs..he's soooo cute....just by shaking his hand makes mi soooo happi le... and he looked intenseli into my eyes (or shld it b the other way round) zZzzzZz... i was DIAN by him le.... and i was telling him ...jiayou jiayou wor.. and he was luffing and was like hui de hui de..so cute larh..i bet he says this to eberi1.. but nvm larh...let mi b happi fer a while ok!!! don't say i'm mad..i noe i am..hahahaz... how i hope the 2 seconds...will stop on earth.... and will continue fereva... hahaha.... ok.....junyang frenzy shld b over sooooonnn.. yar... i guess he was reallie charminggg... (goSh...i sound like a secondary student.. idol crazy.. but i'm not!!!!) ok...tt was the end of the hand shake session... after tt went home with shirley (e ger whom i met at the q) and at city hall met YAzId!! haha... he's still soooo COOl as usual.. yarr.. so my long trip home wasn't tt dull afterall...

ok...back to my main topic!!! e supersTarrr conceRrrtt... wad i can say is tt... it reallie brighten up my mood.... and guess it was reallie greaTtttt.. with small disapointments though!!! went with gina yuting becca fer dinner at airport ferst..guessed all 3 of them i can clique realie realie well ...so the feeling was quite great..tok bout lotsa things.. including blogs and eberithing..

then we reach expo.... haha...

got to our seats..pretty bad seats... guess it was the worst of the $78 seats/// but shldn't complain larhs.. since it cost onli $30... hahhaha.. but know what.... b4 the concert started.. we rushed to the ferst row which was empty.. my grEatt idea!!! ahhaha..coz the day b4 i checked on sistic web n noe the ferst row is empty... so we ran right in frnt!!!
super good view k...no blockage..nobodi in frnttt... so nice lorss.. the ferst two row suposedli empty de... den eberi1 who were as cleber as us did the same thing yarr... including kelly fan club peeps..hahhahaha... the concert started with a we will rock u song by all superstars... i sreamt fer junyangGGgg! hahahhahaha... n my voice alreadi abit cannot make it le... den came derrick and weichooong...dey are sooooooooo cutEee larh...especiali derrick.. omigoshhh..so cuuteee.. .hahahhahhaa... they took off their cap.. and BOTAK>>,, look so adorable and yarr...i started liking him.. and scream like mad with yuting n beccaa!! hahaha.... dey imitated the judges.. and i guess the best was derrick imitating shui shang piao! he looookks soo cute..hahah..ok i'm mad..but the way he speaks.. beats all the other 4.... he's soo thin oso... oh yar..fergot to say sth... i expected the concert to have mostli teenagers..but sooo many aunties uncles were there larh.. haha..n yuting commented: bu yao xiao kan weilian e mei li wor... true larh..most of them supports weilian de.... the concert went on pretty well... with junyang sinhuey following after..and the usual mi was screaming like mad... jy sang guardian angell... si lie and jie kou... (actualli i wldn't say his performance was perfectt.. yar) but i tink he did his best... considering he wasn't feeling well on wednesdae.... but i still enjoyed it totalli.. his stage presence his voice...and eberithing.. MARVELLOUS... coz its junyang marhs! sinhuey did great too... she sang with her sis... and i heard frm the music director wu jia ming who was sitting right behind us.. commenting tt sinhey's sis can sing welll.. haha... and she's pretty too... mabbe sum company will sign her up? haha.. after all that was..the couple segment.... ailing and raymond..kinda sweet but raymond sang out of tune.. and theKFC peeps..was luffing out quite loudli~~ daryl silver.. dun reallie like dem..so din't really pay much attention.. the next is a realli weird pair...sebest and ruth.. so farnie larh..i tink.. so weirddd... but kinda cute larhs.. and mi n becca was keep saying vv farnie... den up nexT.... junyang n candyce... b4 their real performance was this umbrealla song vvvvvvv farnie... i luff until i omost choked..so farrniiieee...hahaha..and junyang sang his new version.. so cute larhs... tt segment quite nice bahs... den candyce jy...lian ai ping lu... so sweeeettt...candyce soooo xing fu larhs...reallie..how i wish i am the one... alamak... reallie xing fu man... den quan yifeng came out with all the couple and started to "gossip".. it sounds soooo pre-planned..and vv faked... even though it managed sum laughters out of the audience... i tink after tt... the spirit went down le.. i dunno..but tt's wad i feel larh... the kicked out finalists singing part..esp the guys part..dun feel vv high leh... just stoning there..hahahaz... and sum part try to high abit larhs..hahahaz... but din't reallie scream...
derrick n choong sang their individual songs..quite nice again...and can start my screaming frenzy once again!!!! tian kong and bi wo xing fu....nice songs nice peeps...
then after tt...the last segement..was kelly and weilian.... dun't think kelly's performance was realie perfect... perhaps weilian was much betta this time=x so i wldn't comment much on kelly... but this time round weilian reallie touched mi *seriousli and i'm not kidding* even though no matter wad i still will not support him wholeheartedli.. the audience pick segment especiali touching even though it soundsss sooooo pre planned again... i guess he garnered the most claps frm the audience or i wld say his performance was the onli one that most clap... a few songs to be named: yue liang dai biao wo de xin.. a thai song.. etc...dose auntie uncles like de... and this song his fanclub wrote de...started to touch moi le... and the last song..tian tang huo cai..or huo cai tian tang i dunno..ahha..was reallie omigosh..so touching larh... i omost drop tears upon hearing it... perhaps it depicts our lives now larh.. even when we are in the darkness..we shld not give up ... and applying to the times of prelims n A's which eberihting was sooo tough... i guess i was reallie vv touched.. listening to him live and on tv..is vv different i wld say.. i wldn't criticize him ever again.. coz he's good i must admit.. albeit his bi ying still spoil sum parts... weilian: ni you gan dong wo!! haha... surprised to hear tt frm mi rite? hahaha.. then eberi1 came out to sing lao shu ai da mi... and after tt..mi n xiu xia was like..eh wan to run in frnt..and we grabbed our bags..and just ran like mad woman to the front..so farnie larhs..
but we couldn't go the super frnt..coz the the black shirt ppl..so irritating..but where we were also vvvvv good le..reallie..we stand on the barrier.. haha..and that was the climax i guessed.. coz tt was the onli part tt i feel realli high... hahhaa... kelly xinhui..yi shi de mei hao...nice nice..i enjoyed it... den weilian junyang's tong hua..... junyang sang better this time .... not tt i'm bias... but still quite high!!! and last song they sang... edited version of zhang shan wei's sakula... become superstar superstar... vvvv nice.. i was high and kinda touched..coz its a farewell song... sooo nice lorssss...fun...exciting... my vocab kinda limited... den after tt dey went in..expected encore...but nobodi shouted.. and i looked at my clock... 11.45 le..no wonder sooo many ppl started to leave le...n no encore.. abit disappointed..but must understand larh..sooo late le lor... many ppl stay soo far away..unlike us..hahhhaa but after tt dey play the music rang wo gen jin cai..and i was jumping my way out... hahahaha..so high larhs... yar..and it ended my night like this.....
i guessed this concert was great but not perfect... (most part of the concert.. most audience was just stoning and enjoying... dun realie have the super high factor...i supposed) cannot blame larhs.. since dey are mostli amateurs not those reallie super star...
and noe wad..they had this speciall guest... and it turns out to b wang jian fU! i burst out luffing larh... i tot it wld b sth like lin jun jie..ahhahaha! yar lor....
eberithing was compensated by the cheap but good seats that we had i think.... so.. shldn't complain tt much... ($12 tix coz the cd cost $18) tt's y i still think it was all worth it.... can hear junyang's beautiful voice and charming self... derrick cute personality and nice hairstyle... weilian's touching factor... i guess it was alll reallie worth it.. and not fergetting the good company tt i enjoyed ( gina yuting becca xiuxia liujun).... eberihting just totalli made up my night... i love eberi single bits... i love the concert.. i love the songs......

Thursday, September 01, 2005

superstar

omigosh..... argh...the finals of superstar is over..hahaha..
tell u wad....i wasn't reallie interested in the show... BUT i watched coz of JUNYANG... he's like sOOoooo cOool larhs.....i mean..he sing vv well... he looks good... the real superstar man.. hahaha... wad makes mi even more "woW" bout him... is... the song "tian...shi wo ai ni" song.... i loved tt song when i ferst hear it on the tv...and was like looking all over the internet fer the song..i tot it was sang by JJ... never did i expect till TODAy.. tt it was actualli sang by JUNyAnG! k larh... i shld stop this JY madness liao... study study study study and study now.. okies.. hahhahaa... i shld b studying i noe i noe..hahahhhahaz.... stop telling mi to stop dreaming n start studying..hahahha... ok.. i must quikli find tt song... so tt... i can study much more effectively!!!

Friday, July 29, 2005

tooo slack ger!

argh! i slacked yesterdae and todae..and i'm lagging bhind again...in terms of revision and tutorials... kinda stressed during school todae...den i bcum vv pek cek and vvvv fan3...1 reason is coz the weather vv hot.. made mi reallie fan3...den i realise i haben done alot alot alot things... made mi even more fan3... like i could scream at anibodi at anitime.. just cannot sit still at all..i hate this type of feeling.... yar.. so.. during maths lect. lim hui and daryl notice my behavior...and asked mi why... den i just complaint to them and after toking out...i kinda felt much betta.. thanks loads!
hmmm..yesterdae, is coz my mother was telling not to keep studying... no point si du shu..yar..must spend time with family oso larh..but rite...there's onli 5 more weeks... 5 more weeks...and i got so many things undone... if i dun ever bucked up now... i may still b getting like BEE? which is so undesirable... i wan ABB.. not ani C ani D ani E animore.... excessive mugging is not good i know...but i kinda enjoy studying sumtimes...and i'm trying to enjoy study eberitime... yar.... den its more fun!!!! hais... stop toking animore.... go do sth more effective ks....
haisssssssssssssssssssss.........................

Monday, July 11, 2005

argh..i guess i'm oversensitive yar..

hmm... argh..i dunno wad happened to mi todae again... haha..actualli i'm not vv stress... but was kinda...oversensitive by sum tings.... yar... in school..eberibodi is mugging like hell larh.. and i guess i'm pretty much lagging bhind by them..though i tried to study vv hard le...guess i gotta b much much much more efficient!!!! i duno why i vv affected by vvvv small things...i dunno why..... i realie dunno why..... like just now on my way home... there was this bicycle bhind honking..so i just move to the side larh...den tt stupid bicycle man scold mi say i move here move there...WTH larh... if u noe u can pass my side...wad fer honk so loud.... idiotic larhs... and tt kinda spoil my mood againn... small things...and yar..it affected my mood alot alot alot... school may not b tt fun... yet i oways have my classmates to spice up the life now... the FDU! haha...its oways with u all during breaks tt i feel vv relac... haha..and can b my real hyper self... other den tt...i tink i'm quite not normal yar.... and i kinda missed my old self...the happy me..don't care about anithing..and just luff luff luff eberidae...its much more fun tt way.. but guess frm now to prelims....and even a's... i will not b tt animore..sorri frens... just gimme this period of time to settle my studies down... and after tt i'll b back to the old shufang.. the smiling hyper self...yeash....
aniway..i pass my gp...unexpectedli..and i improved my compo... money not wasted yar... but i could have done much much much betta in compre..yar...

Friday, July 08, 2005

arghhhh argggh!!! i hate my grades!

argh! i noe i need sum rest now....but i cannot afford the time..... if i don't study hard now.... i'll b doomed fer prelims... i'm realie on the verge of breaking down but i can't! i need to continue studying! i dun1 to cry over my grades when i receive my prelim results... i wan to be smiling... i wan to see myself happi.... yar...jct..is over...grades are out..no point crying over spilled milk... its just grades ONLY afterall... YET its time fer mi to reflect..i had been slacking and slacking the past few mths.. if i dun start to do anithing now... i gonna b a gone case... yet i tink my heath is giving way.... argh!!!! SHUFANG yOu musT study hard.... no point just saying you must... SHOW IT>>>>> ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS! its within your means... just study n study... study smart...don't study fer the sake of saying you are studying... you need efficiency.. you need to reallie do ur vvvvvv best! I wan straight As fer A's... I wan I wan I wan!!!!!!!!!!!

JCT grAdes!!

MATHS: 73 B ... aRgh!!! itS not eVen an A yet...YOU MUST GET A... abOve 80... i wAn it i wAn it....and i will get it! you need practice...don't ever think you can get through like what u have done this time... studying time less den 1 day...and expect good grades..you'll never b tt tyco again and you must do better den this time!!!!

PHYSICS: 45 E... yeash..i pass it... yet this is not my best shot! i can do much much better than this......if you study harder n harder! i dun1 to disappoint mr lim...i noe i'm not smart..but i blieve that qin neng bu zuo...... i wan at least a B! a B fer prelims! and A for A's!!

CHEMISTRY: 20! F!!!!! HORRENDOUS HORRIBLE TERRIBLE.... THE LOWEST EVER GRADE IN MY LIFE.........
I DON'T EVER WAN TO SEE SUCH GRADES AGAIN!
YOU MUSTTTTT GO AND STUDY HARD!

HMMM.....iTs not that i wanna mug hard...its just that i have no choice but to mug.....

i noe i'm overstressing myself now... and i might not b able to take it... but its all in my mind... NO COMPROMISING!

saying i'm not sad fer my grade is fake.. indeed i'm realie vv upset.... but... i don't wan to show it..i just luff n luff as if i'm sooo happi.. but inside mi...its not...its realie not hapi... i wan to show that i can i wan to!!!

i'm sorry if i sounds terrible... i dunno i dunno... i'm vvvv stressed....i noe i can't afford to fail animore... i noe i have to do it.. i noe i can do it... but................

i shall seeee how....

argh....guess perhaps..i should go to have a good nite sleep ferst..and seee how ltr....if i can wake up.... actualil is i must wake up at 5am to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad iffff.... i reallie fail prelims.... arGhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
dennn.. i'll b in year 1 again!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!